May 14

For some reason, now that I received my paper from canteen, I feel so much less compelled to write. I’m writing now, at 11 pm, because I just found out I’m being transferred to LCC tomorrow. I’m told by staff and inmates that it is much better there. More freedom and such. I’m looking forward to it, overall, but at the same time, I feel as though I’ve just gotten settled in here and I don’t want to leave so soon. I want to go, just not now.

I’ve had so much fun with my roommate. I think the hardest we laughed was tonight when the guard was coming around. This cute brown man. He was about to approach our window so the two of us instinctively and rapidly posed sexily. I was on my bunk, and she was standing beside. We posed simultaneously. She pulled the elastic of her joggers down, exposing the side of her underwear and her hip. I was under the blanket so what I had done was attempt to whip the blanket off me and lay on my side in a seductive pose. It had never been discussed or done before, but at that moment, our horny slut instinct took over? [what actually happened is I accidentally grabbed the sweatshirt that was on top of my blanket so I just whipped the sweater down really fast as he walked by the window, and we laughed our asses off. I failed to record this adequately. I guess you had to be there.]

A minute later the intercom kicks on, “Did you think I was going to flirt with you?”

I said, “No. We were flirting with you. You don’t have to reciprocate.”

I just needed to log that memory, I’m going to get some sleep.